Elena Gilbert (youliedtome) wrote in saveatlantisic, @ 2017-02-06 18:44:00 |
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Entry tags: | !netpost, *hannahgrace, damon salvatore, elena salvatore |
Damon Salvatore
Dear Damon,
I don't know when I'm going to get to see you again so I wanted to write in the hope that, if you do show back up here some day, you'll see this and know that I was thinking of you. That I'm always thinking of you.
The first thing you should know is that Bonnie's alive. I know you'll care about that. I don't understand how we can both be here and awake and alive at the same time but we are. We're both completely fine. I saw Bonnie today and she's good. She's happy. She's dating Enzo - I'm not too sure how I feel about that at the moment but I'm going to try to learn to be okay with it because she's happy and she deserves happiness more than anyone.
Stefan arrived here last night. I think he's okay - as okay as any of us can be. He's with Lexi. Yes, you read that right. Lexi is here and alive. And Kol. If you do come back and have to deal with coming face to face with a person you killed, you can at least know that I had to do it already and, hopefully, survived.
I miss you, Damon. I thought you'd be waiting for me when I woke up and I wish I could be mad at you for not being here but I can't. It's so hard to be here without you, knowing that I missed you by less than three months. I don't even know if you'll remember being here before. I tried not to but I couldn't help looking back on this network to find you. It's torture but it's one of the only comforts I can find right now. I can imagine you writing those words, imagine you tapping away on your phone, lounging in a chair with your damn boots up on the furniture. I wish I could have been there in person. You said you were somewhere called Lawrence before you came here; I hope I was with you there and that we were happy.
I'm scared for you, Damon. I have no idea what you're up against at home but, from the way the others are acting, I know it can't be good. Please, just come back to me. If I have to wait for you, I'll wait, just make sure you're safe. Because, if you're not there the next time I wake up, I'm not sure I'll have the strength to carry on without you again.
I love you. I always will.
Your Elena