Look, there's a world where you took a chance, you listened to me, things were different, John...a lot happened. And there's a world where you didn't. Where I lost you, I lost Kara, I lost everything and I just gave up.
And you're not the same. And some of that's on me. And I'm sorry for my part in it.
You having memories of Lawrence, yeah it makes it easier. SO how about we let it play out. We're not gonna come out of this best friends, too much has happened.
But I'll take civil. I'll take us not hating each other.