Musketeers
Well, I wouldn't punch you in the face, Aramis. It's much too pretty.
I know that the choice to leave is available to me, but I cannot. I made a commitment to be here, and while Constance is the love of my life, you are my family. I cannot be whole without all of you, and knowing that you'd be here without me. I could not stand it, either.
I will stay with my pledge to assist in this war, and fight alongside the best men I know.
But I need to find a way to live better otherwise I will be of no use to anyone.