Very little actually makes me furious. Spending time on that emotion just brings back bad memories.
Look, I want to. But I want to be in a good place with you, too. Not just an obligation. Because I don't want to treat you just like a kid I have to take care of, but like our family. If you'd like that, anyway. No pressure.
You don't have to leave, though. This is your house and I am capable of being an adult and just taking some quiet time hiding in the bathroom like a normal parent.