I remember. That family is important to you, I mean. From the conversations we've had. I'm sorry for pretending, and I hope I didn't ruin anything for that. Sometimes, people getting mistreated can ruin things and make for bad memories or connections.
I understand. I mean, I don't, really. I don't know how you can be so... not furious with me. You should hate me. But I'm understanding that you need to think about it.
But if you want to then okay, but you don't have to. I found a way on my own after what happened in Fillory, I mean. I just mostly want it to not be a lie, honestly. But I can't just make things so; that's selfish and it's mean and I don't want to do that to anyone anymore.
I can see if I can go spend the night with Sydney, if that helps? I know Fen had to leave Fillory for awhile after, and then everything was busy with the quest, so it might be easier if I'm not around.