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In some ways, I kind of knew. I suspected. I knew the Fairy Queen was up to something and I'm sorry you got dragged into their games. They wanted to win, and were willing to use anything to get to us.
Family is important to me. I got stuck with a shit biological one, and made my own over the years. Margo is my family without being blood related to me, and I'd give my life for her, just as I'd do it for any (okay, most. Okay, probably any. God, don't tell them that) of the Magicians, and your mot Fen and you.
Fillory is basically the worst, but I can't hate it entirely, because it taught me some level of maturity and respect I never had before. Somedays, I want to go back to just being young, stupid, irresponsible Eliot, but I wasn't happy with it, so it would just be an attempt to lose myself and I'd hate myself later. Young Eliot would be the guy that freaked out with a surprise pregnancy and wouldn't want much to do with it. I can't be that person anymore. I don't want to be that person anymore.
So. Here's my mature level: Thank you for telling me. I've gotta work through a little of it, but I still want to be there for you, if you'll let me.