...you wanted to protect them, thinking it was fine if the penalty fell on yourself, right? But that's what the Judges are wising up to now. They know it's not really a 'punishment' anymore, to have the damage done to someone wanting to take it.
* a quick twitch of a ruffle, and he lowers that hand to drop it on your shoulder *
But you didn't know that. If it were me, having that kind of job-- I would've done what you did, and it would've come out the same way, too.