[half-rises out of his chair, beginning to look distinctly unsteady]
If it didn't kill anybody? If it was Surgeon's fault? If she wasn't real?
The decisions I made were real. Everybody else in there? Was going crazy. Hell, I was losing it by the end. But I made the majority of my decisions in there while I was perfectly fucking sane, and I remember doing them like I remember doing anything else I do here.