Yes, it is. It's incredibly selfish. And I haven't denied that.
And Persona is a separate issue. That is...well, that's to do with the whole Judge thing. I wasn't the only one who needed to do something like that.
[And there's another long moment of her taking a deep breathe and letting it out slowly] But it's not the weight of my life. What I've put on Chrono isn't that much. Because I don't want to die. It scares me just as much as losing my family. But I don't count a beating heart and blood flowing through my veins as alive. I'm going to be guaranteeing that even after my human body dies, I will still be alive. Maybe a bit different, but the stuff most important to me will still be there. So it was never 'my life.'
But I could see that still being pretty terrible to him. That could be a burden. However...
[She looks up and she just looks pained.] What choice do I have, when I have no hope to get his consent? Because even after this all started, when we discovered there's a chance he's not even doing that to me, but he won't even consider it then? Because I don't think he's even eating away my lifetime because I can feel what he does and I know that feeling from home.