. . . mm, that's true. But at the same time—it's not fair, to be committed to a path you're not sure you want any more, just because you've come so far along it. I understand the feeling of continuing to spill blood, so that the blood spilled so far hasn't been in vain; I know how hard it is, almost impossible, to try to stop, to turn around on that road. To change your mind for selfish reasons—right?