You don't have to apologize. But if you want someone to accept these, then I will. I want you to understand, though. I will never think— not even for a moment, that you failed me. And no matter what happens, I'll never stop loving you as my brother. I'm not the sort of person who makes such strong ties so easily... so when I say you're my precious little brother, I really mean it. That's why I will never look at you with hate in my eyes.
At the time, you took the decisions that were best given our situation. I truly believe this, because I believe in you.