And until you get better control over yourself and whatever "illusions" you're popping out, you're not going to be much help either. And that means you have to make sure you're at 100 percent, not running yourself ragged because you think you're the only person around who knows what a carrot is. Your team needs you and you're acting like a child! Even if-- Don't you think that Crown and Harmony can survive for a quarter of a day without you?