Re: [AFTERMATH]
Just looking at it like that's all there is to it, yeah. Doesn't make sense.
Unless, you know, I made my dying no longer an issue. A plan, perhaps?
Like, I dunno, maybe using the fact I'm already half ghost to guarantee when I die that I become something not human. Both avoiding that horrible place and yet still essentially immortal to keep doing the duty I've chosen to take on.
It's not I will accept 'death,' Tide, it's that I have a very loose definition of what I consider 'alive.' I've never consider the fact my heart is beating as the definition of me being alive.
And yes, I know you dealt with me being a psycho thing, but I also know why that happened. A big part of the issue was I wasn't full ghost, to be honest, if I have the theory right.