[Nods slowly, and she really does not want to think too much about the part of her memory from 9 years ago.]
I remembered both the past and the present... or the present and the future, I couldn't tell which place I actually was in, at the same time.
Something must have gone wrong in my own Nonary Game, my fever was getting worse and... you stepped in as Zero in my place. To finish the game, to tell Jumpy that I had lost. After that I... it was so painful...