I know— I know! I was outside that fucking door, I was right there, and I couldn't do anything.
[there's an edge of desperation in his voice, and he's feeling like he's going to lose it all over again. But no, no, Akane is there, she's alive and right in his arms. It doesn't matter that it's completely illogical, she's there now, and he's going to make sure to keep her alive.]
It won't happen again. It won't. I don't know why you're still here, but I'm keeping it that way.