No... that's not it. Well, part of it, but... I'm selfish enough that I wouldn't mind such a thing. Even if it's fake, as long as I'm not alone...
And after all, a future with him was my greatest wish, I'm sure that's why I came here in the first place.
But... if I wish for something like that, how can I face my teammates again? How could I face Persephone after promising her I wouldn't let myself die so easily?