Well, that's not entirely true. But because I know what suffering is like, and because I know my time is limited, I want to make the most of the happy moments we're able to share with each other.
I didn't tell you, did I...? My body only has a couple of years left to live. I can't even do anything about it... My fate has always been that of someone who will die, regardless of the reason. And I can't do anything at all. I'm just fate's puppet.