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Tweak says, "That is one long fortune."

Spark (Hizumi Mizushiro) (devilishfiend) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-11-12 22:46:00

Entry tags:

!days 280-289, hizumi mizushiro, lelouch lamperouge, lenalee lee, nabuca, phoenix wright, rory pond, tazendra, uchiha itachi, yoi-te

Who: Lyvus and visitors
Where: Lyvus dorms
When: Day 288, post-game
What: sadness and hugpiles?

[Sad teammates are coming back after the game. Woe.]

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lone_centurion
2011-11-13 03:17 pm UTC (link)

[That...]

[F-fffff]

[FFFFFFFFFFFFFF]

[THIS IS NOT OKAY]

[Ayumu may need a couple of punches. HE BROKE MY KID THING.]

[And Rory is leaning back, not pulling out of his grip, but instead moving his hands to his cheeks, to make him look at him.]

Your life is your own. You were the one who decided to live? Who decided to not give up on your family, right?

You came here, Spark. You decided to come here. Whatever reason it may have been, it was your decision and no one else's and if this didn't change what was 'destined' for you, nothing else will. You have the choice to do whatever you want.

Ayumu can't decide that for you.

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	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 03:24 pm UTC (link)
	[he's looking at Rory, but his expression is lost, it's kind of like he's not really there right now] I didn't come here because I wanted to live, Rory. I probably just... wanted to change his decision. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lone_centurion
2011-11-13 03:29 pm UTC (link)

Maybe. But that was still you taking control.

And you have the control now. Whatever happened before, it doesn't mean everything that's happened since then doesn't matter.

Teasing everyone with Persephone, making Dagger act like a brother, making everyone happy, letting yourself be happy and let people see when you're weak.

Deciding to live. To try and remember you won't be alone. These are things you decided. This memory doesn't mean those decisions don't exist. It doesn't have the power to make them go away.

You're the only one who can make that choice. And you're the one who gets to decide what's going to happen when you leave, no matter what your original wish was.

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	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 03:33 pm UTC (link)
	[he looks at Rory now, really looks at him, though for a long while, he doesn't say anything at all. When he finally does, it seems like it's taking him some effort] I don't want to be alone. I don't want to lose you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 03:35 pm UTC (link)
	You won't. I'm not going to leave anyone alone. Everyone is too important to me for me to let you go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 03:38 pm UTC (link)
	[he nods in acknowledgement at that, though he doesn't say anything. He's not even remotely close to fine, but he's trying.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 03:41 pm UTC (link)
	[That is totally fine, will just pull you back in for that hug some more.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 03:43 pm UTC (link)
	[hugging is very, very good 8(] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 03:44 pm UTC (link)
	[You are getting all the hugs ever.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 03:53 pm UTC (link)
	[not going to say anything at all for the whole time, but he seems to relax a bit eventually] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 03:55 pm UTC (link)
	[Sob, g-good sign. Hopefully. But will totally just be here for you for a while. Because that was a horrible memory to get. )=] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:00 pm UTC (link)
	[he appreciates it so much, you have no idea :(] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 04:45 pm UTC (link)
	Dagger is thinking about us all sleeping down here tonight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:47 pm UTC (link)
	That would be nice... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I think everyone would really appreciate it now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:56 pm UTC (link)
	Are we bringing down the mattresses? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 04:58 pm UTC (link)
	Dagger and I brought one down earlier... [But then we had some Words.] We should bring down some more though, yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 05:01 pm UTC (link)
	[he nods] I'll go get mine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 05:08 pm UTC (link)
	[Nods.] Okay. [Will let you go and probably go help with the carrying of the mattresses.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 05:22 pm UTC (link)
	[YAY FOR MATTRESSES \o/] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	[WOO~!] [...I still have two memories to take, don't I?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 05:27 pm UTC (link)
	[yes, yes you do. And he doesn't say anything, but he promised he was going to stay with you for those, so he's going to follow you like a puppy and don't leave your side until you do] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 05:29 pm UTC (link)
	[S-sob. Cutest, yet saddest puppy. PICKS UP A BERRY.] I should get them over with. [Super hoping there's nothing horrible at this point by now.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)