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Tweak says, "You're Soo Pathetic."

Spark (Hizumi Mizushiro) (devilishfiend) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-11-12 22:46:00

Entry tags:

!days 280-289, hizumi mizushiro, lelouch lamperouge, lenalee lee, nabuca, phoenix wright, rory pond, tazendra, uchiha itachi, yoi-te

Who: Lyvus and visitors
Where: Lyvus dorms
When: Day 288, post-game
What: sadness and hugpiles?

[Sad teammates are coming back after the game. Woe.]

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	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 03:35 am UTC (link)
	[Took a minute to sort himself out too before coming downstairs.] [And in fact has four berries himself!] I don't usually get this much piled up.... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 03:40 am UTC (link)
	We really have been slacking on the memory taking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 03:43 am UTC (link)
	I guess we got distracted. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 03:47 am UTC (link)
	Well, it's no use hesitating now. Is it fine if I go first...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 03:54 am UTC (link)
	[Nods.] Go ahead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:04 am UTC (link)
	[Taking the first one, and it's a short one. There doesn't seem to be much of a reaction here, and he's all right] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:07 am UTC (link)
	[good enough to take the second one right after! This one, however, takes a little longer. And his face goes completely pale now, and he's trembling a bit.] —Ah... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 04:12 am UTC (link)
	[Almost relaxed at that first one, but NOPE. That's a bad face.] [Reaching over for his shoulder.] Spark? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:18 am UTC (link)
	I knew this one was coming, so it's all right... It was— the person I killed... I remember doing it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 04:21 am UTC (link)
	[....sob.] [And you can have another hug.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

devilishfiend
2011-11-13 04:26 am UTC (link)

[totally hugging back right away this time]

... He already wanted to die. I thought I wasn't going to be much for me, because of that...

[there's a really, really sad smile here]

I was wrong.

It... wasn't good, you know. I planned on giving him a peaceful and beautiful death, and— in the end, I killed him because I wanted him to stop talking. That really ugly, isn't it?

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	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 04:36 am UTC (link)
	Oh, Spark... [Why do we all have to kill people?] There's nothing pretty in taking another life. Whether people want to die, an enemy, whatever, it's...never beautiful. It's good it was hard, that you couldn't think it was beautiful. Even if it hurts more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:43 am UTC (link)
	[he nods] It's... probably better that it hurts. I don't think I'd want to be the sort of person who can kill another human being without any sort of regret. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 04:48 am UTC (link)
	[Nods.] That's right. It just proves you're a good person at heart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:56 am UTC (link)
	[and now big sis is crying so hold on] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lone_centurion 2011-11-13 04:57 am UTC (link)
	[Yes, this is definitely a thing to pay attention too.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	baddecisiondzur 2011-11-13 04:16 am UTC (link)
	[slides more tea over to you] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:19 am UTC (link)
	[tea is great with memories of murder] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	baddecisiondzur 2011-11-13 04:23 am UTC (link)
	[a sure Lyvus tradition, the post-murder-memory tea] It was not a happy memory. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:27 am UTC (link)
	[he shakes his head] I knew this one was coming, it's probably best that I finally remember. I killed someone, it wouldn't be right for me to not remember about it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	baddecisiondzur 2011-11-13 04:29 am UTC (link)
	[nods] Yes, one should take account for one's deeds. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:32 am UTC (link)
	I had a feeling you would say that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	baddecisiondzur 2011-11-13 04:33 am UTC (link)
	I myself have things unaccounted for. [eyes her own memories] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 04:41 am UTC (link)
	Well... let's hurry up and remember everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	baddecisiondzur 2011-11-13 04:42 am UTC (link)
	[nods, considering her own] If it would not interrupt you, may I take one next? [picks out the most recent one] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)