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Spark (Hizumi Mizushiro) (devilishfiend) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-11-12 22:46:00

Entry tags:

!days 280-289, hizumi mizushiro, lelouch lamperouge, lenalee lee, nabuca, phoenix wright, rory pond, tazendra, uchiha itachi, yoi-te

Who: Lyvus and visitors
Where: Lyvus dorms
When: Day 288, post-game
What: sadness and hugpiles?

[Sad teammates are coming back after the game. Woe.]

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	spiltbloodlines 2011-11-12 09:51 pm UTC (link)
	[guess who was keeping an eye out from the garden and will be jumping down to meet you all. .___.] (Reply to this) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-12 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	[he isn't crying anymore but his eyes are still red and though he's trying to keep it together, he's still shaken up :\|a He glances at Spear for a moment, then he looks away] There was a game. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	spiltbloodlines 2011-11-12 09:58 pm UTC (link)
	Whose? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-12 10:02 pm UTC (link)
	—We were inside Dagger's nightmare. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	spiltbloodlines 2011-11-12 10:04 pm UTC (link)
	So it was Haunted's. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-12 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	[he nods, but doesn't say anything.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	spiltbloodlines 2011-11-12 10:08 pm UTC (link)
	Hm. [:\|bbb waiting to get the full story from someone else, instead he is just going to work on pushing you into the dorm too to sit and rest.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-12 10:10 pm UTC (link)
	[totally lets him, and stares at the ground once he's sitting down] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	spiltbloodlines 2011-11-12 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	[Night has already offered to make tea so I guess I will stick around to provide...emotional support...somehow... ...starting by taking a seat nearby to stay close.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-12 10:33 pm UTC (link)
	[for a long while, he stays like that. Not moving or saying anything at all, eyes still locked on the floor. Then, he finally speaks again] Is Dagger all right? [because right now he so doesn't have the courage to face him] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	spiltbloodlines 2011-11-12 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	...I would imagine that he blames himself for whatever happened to those who were in his nightmare, even if no one was physically injured. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-12 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	[orz forever] It's not his fault... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	spiltbloodlines 2011-11-12 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	I know, but that has never stopped anyone on this team from feeling guilty. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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devilishfiend, 2011-11-12 10:59 pm UTC

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spiltbloodlines, 2011-11-12 11:20 pm UTC

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devilishfiend, 2011-11-13 12:48 am UTC

	nevercomingback 2011-11-13 12:59 am UTC (link)
	[Wants to say a million things, but can't really manage to voice any of them. So eventually, and after he has had a fit over his own memory berries, he'll say the only thing he can think of to say.] I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 01:03 am UTC (link)
	[And he, too, wants to say a million things right now. He's surprised for a moment at hearing Dagger come to him— but after the surprise is gone, he quickly replies while going back to stare at the tea] It's not your fault. I should be the one to apologize to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nevercomingback 2011-11-13 07:49 am UTC (link)
	[Not really able to look straight at him either.] It would have been better to be dead if it was real, but it wasn't, so... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	nevercomingback 2011-11-13 07:51 am UTC (link)
	[...And there's a long silence, because this is really awkward and he doesn't know what is the right thing to say.] So it's good you're not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 11:45 am UTC (link)
	[He doesn't know if he feels relieved that Dagger understands it or not, but the last part is enough to make him get up and go hug him.] I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Dagger. If I had died, you would have thought it was your fault, wouldn't you...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nevercomingback 2011-11-13 11:54 am UTC (link)
	[It's really awkward to be hugged when Spark is acting in this way, but he'll let him since he think he'll just make it worse if he tries to get away.] It's... [And trying to not say anything stupid.] It doesn't matter whose fault it was. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 11:59 am UTC (link)
	It's not your fault. That I felt like that— That I tried to do that. Even if it was your nightmare, it's not your fault, Dagger. But I know that even if I say this, it won't change your feelings. I'm sorry... for making things even more painful for you. But I'm all right now, Dagger. I'll smile again soon, I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nevercomingback 2011-11-13 12:07 pm UTC (link)
	Just stop apologizing, it doesn't matter, and you can stop smiling if you don't have any reason to smile. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 12:13 pm UTC (link)
	... sorry. [letting him go now] But I guess apologizing for apologizing is more than a little silly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nevercomingback 2011-11-13 12:17 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe a little. [Awkward turtle.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	devilishfiend 2011-11-13 12:20 pm UTC (link)
	[he's pretty awkward too. And not being able to pretend he's all right makes this worse for him, but really, there's no point in pretending right now] ... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nevercomingback 2011-11-13 12:28 pm UTC (link)
	[Pauses and considers before speaking again, a bit strained.] I found out, from a memory, that this is the only place I have left. I don't know what I'll do when it's time for everyone to leave, so that's probably why... Why that happened. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)