I can't do anything alone. I can't. If I was by myself, I'd go insane. Sabra La Tau, my life back home, it really doesn't matter. I'm not someone who can just let go of my emotions, I can't just ignore any doubts I have. They pester and nag at me and really it's good I don't sleep because it gives me plenty of time to sort all of that out to not do something stupid or crazy.
But no matter what, I can keep going for one simple reason; I'm not alone. I know there are people waiting for me, people who need me, and people who I need.
When I saw the dorm, I did believe it, for a bit, that I was alone. But only for a few moments until I realized it didn't make sense. Not because the blood was fresh and I wasn't covered in dirt so I couldn't have been gone that long in the earth, those just made it easier to believe I was right. It was because I couldn't believe that everyone could be gone. I refused to believe it because I refuse to believe that anyone in our family will ever let anyone be alone anymore.
I could only do it because I have everyone and I know everyone won't give that up as long as we're alive.