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Tweak says, "Burrp..."

Ace (Shinonome Kon) (fill_the_blanks) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-11-06 01:01:00

Entry tags:

!days 280-289, aeris gainsborough, allen walker, claude c. kenni, hattori heiji, howard link, nakayama yayoi, rabi, shinonome kon, syaoran, watanuki kimihiro, ~librarian

Who: Lizardking
Where: Lizardking
When: Day 286, evening (post ideal-worlds)
What: gratuitous post

[passed out on a book at the table]

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	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-09 07:41 am UTC (link)
	I mean if he goes, he's not literally going alone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-09 01:35 pm UTC (link)
	[...sighs] He would be going with others whose main focus was to break Mirror. They aren't there to ensure that he comes back in one piece. Why do you feel so strongly that he can go but I should not? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ]

fill_the_blanks
2011-11-09 07:17 pm UTC (link)

I don't think that means someone won't make sure no one gets mind-fucked along the way... Or if they don't have someone reasonable like that I'd rather grab someone from a team less likely to get targeted by Mirror if she notices...

I just feel strongly that you shouldn't go just to watch over him, because this "follow each other into danger" thing happens enough on this team and usually just sort of tears everyone up. I'm not saying he should go either, but I'm talking to you right now, addressing your reason for going in the scenario where he does go. [rubs his shoulder...] I don't want you to, whatever he chooses.

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	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-09 08:51 pm UTC (link)
	... [blurgh ._. i am just going to huddle here a little] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-09 11:40 pm UTC (link)
	...Well whatever, the final decision's still yours anyway. It's not like I'll even be mad forever... Maybe a week tops, until I get tired. It'd just be nice to try something new. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 12:06 am UTC (link)
	[hi i am still pochi enough to be about to cry but just syaoran enough to suppress it] ...I get it. I won't go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-10 12:12 am UTC (link)
	. . . (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-10 12:17 am UTC (link)
	[oh no, I am way more relieved than I thought I'd be] . . . Okay--sorry--[grabs his hand???] I mean, thanks... [aaaa] Bear with it, okay? That's one down. I'll see if I can talk to Claude. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 12:23 am UTC (link)
	[you get: one limp noodlehand] Alright... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-10 12:38 am UTC (link)
	[Well I am going to upgrade that to one whole noodlerunt then...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 12:45 am UTC (link)
	[oops now its hugclinging to you wat do] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-10 12:54 am UTC (link)
	[HUG BACK LIKE A REAL MANNnnn] Haha... I feel like an idiot--you don't know how relieved... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 01:07 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry...! I can't lose my family... if he does this he'll break you all... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ]

fill_the_blanks
2011-11-10 01:31 am UTC (link)

Yeah...

You too... I feel the same way... Pretty awful, huh? Though I can promise we'll weather it better with you with us.

Let's do everything we can from out here to make sure whoever goes is protected. Talk to Judges about wards and stuff, figure out the best time and place... See what our other options are... And I'll work on him to stay. I want you to feel the same relief I'm feeling.

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	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 01:40 am UTC (link)
	[...nods] Alright. Yayoi suggested Persona... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-10 01:53 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, since she's needed for that anyway, and something like this'll give her a boost... . . . [exhale, and just squeezing tighter for a bit] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 02:14 am UTC (link)
	[mrrr] ... I'm sorry for worrying you. I guess I was not behaving any better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-10 03:03 am UTC (link)
	[chuckling a bit, cause he can't help inappropriate laughing] I wonder what you'll think when you remember all the times I've gotten on your case about stuff like this... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 03:13 am UTC (link)
	... What was I doing that needed lecturing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ]

fill_the_blanks
2011-11-10 03:23 am UTC (link)

. . .

[fluffs his hairrr :X]

Well, just other situations similar to this... I'd get mad cause it never seemed like you understood why others on the team were responding the way they do when you choose to take on all the damage of something, or put yourself in danger because because it's better than someone else on the team doing it...

Though maybe you got it after a while. You used to say it was selfish...

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	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 03:39 am UTC (link)
	Because they feel the same way. It's hard to see painful and difficult things happen to someone you care for. Physical injuries will heal, but those kinds of hurts take much longer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-10 03:49 am UTC (link)
	[ruffleruffleruffle] I feel a little better just hearing you acknowledge that's bad behavior. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 04:01 am UTC (link)
	[wasjafk] E-eh?! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] fill_the_blanks 2011-11-10 04:17 am UTC (link)
	It's mean but I'm happy it finally sank in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [ EXPOSITION, BONUS SEGMENT ] time_andagain 2011-11-10 04:30 am UTC (link)
	...Maybe it sounds strange, but it feels a little like "Syaoran" is a different person than myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)