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Tweak says, "Sasuke's an emo jerk."

Ace (Shinonome Kon) (fill_the_blanks) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-11-06 01:01:00

Entry tags:

!days 280-289, aeris gainsborough, allen walker, claude c. kenni, hattori heiji, howard link, nakayama yayoi, rabi, shinonome kon, syaoran, watanuki kimihiro, ~librarian

Who: Lizardking
Where: Lizardking
When: Day 286, evening (post ideal-worlds)
What: gratuitous post

[passed out on a book at the table]

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	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 12:18 pm UTC (link)
	[.../////////////////] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 12:43 pm UTC (link)
	You're my best friend-- you've been there ever since this new life started, and when we weren't partners it's all I wanted-- I need you, so... [voice and expression start to crack] Whatever happens to you, I want to help-- whether it's something small or big, I want to support you and be there for you. I. Whether. You remember me or not. I just want to... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 12:45 pm UTC (link)
	[when in doubt, HUG its not the usual hug from Red, lacks a sure hold, but its still a hug jittery as it is] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 12:47 pm UTC (link)
	... [h-hugs back] I want to always be your friend... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 12:48 pm UTC (link)
	Then you are. Isn't hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 12:49 pm UTC (link)
	[nod] Ahah... I'm sorry... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 12:52 pm UTC (link)
	I'm the one who should be sorry. I'm the one who.... I'm making things hard for everyone. And my personality...it's changed, hasn't it? So I'm the one who oughta be sorry. Best any of you can do is just be patient with me while I work through this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

pierrotdetous
2011-11-07 05:36 pm UTC (link)

... [deep breath, pulls back to look him in the eye again]

No, that isn't true. You've stood by me countless times and been patient with me while I've struggled. I'll do the same for you. Not because I hate who you are now. No matter what happens or how you are I will love you.

I'll be glad to be patient. And help you as best I can to sort things through. I couldn't protect you from this happening, but I can always do that much. You're alive and here and trying, that's enough.

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	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:01 pm UTC (link)
	No one could protect me. She finally...got what she wanted. It's kind of relief now that at least that is over with. Thanks for....you know. Trying too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 11:11 pm UTC (link)
	... Don't be sorry about worrying us. It's just because we care about you, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	I don't always remember you guys care. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	... I'll just have to show you again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:22 pm UTC (link)
	Mmm... Tell me some stuff you remember about us, Allen? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 11:26 pm UTC (link)
	... We've always been pretty tough. Because we always choose to play rough to protect our teams-- we fell together a lot. We had Claude and Aeris to compare to... You always took memories with me, so I wouldn't be alone, even after I decided it was too dangerous for me to do that around others. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	You'd go all Noah and flip out and I'd try to hold you down but I always ended up the one shoved around instead. You really hate taking them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 11:32 pm UTC (link)
	... It never quite got that bad. Though you did talk me through one. And-- it was fine. I pulled through. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:34 pm UTC (link)
	... [unsure] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	I'm serious! I was so relieved, and you bragged about being right... No wonder you've been jittery around me... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	Being right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 11:40 pm UTC (link)
	You believed I could hold him off. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:41 pm UTC (link)
	...I did? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 11:45 pm UTC (link)
	. . . You did. When Mirror broke into my mind and stuck me as a Noah, and permanently broke the separation I used to have, I couldn't change back to looking human for weeks. But you stayed close to me, and it helped me focus. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:47 pm UTC (link)
	You were stuck like that forever.... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-11-07 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	... That... sucks... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-11-07 11:54 pm UTC (link)
	I was surprised when I came back and you weren't.... [pokes Allen's neck] You know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)