Re: [THE CURRENT OPTIONS]
Though she always caused damage... she didn't always enjoy it. I agree that it's her dominant side.
She needs things like that, needs love, yet doesn't understand that normally her cruelty would mean she gets none of it. You guys were just crazy enough and had the least experience with her brunt to take her as a patron, when everyone was sore from it. It's clear you love her, even alongside of what she's done. Probably... with her logic... Since she "has" what she wants, there's no need for her to stop otherwise. She knows you won't leave her. And she doesn't need more than you.
I don't mean that in an accusing way. It's because of how she asked me for what she can't get from you. She... asked for my forgiveness, without understanding entirely what it was-- she couldn't have, while also exacting revenge on me. When I tried to explain, she got frustrated, turned it into an edge for me to get out of her revenge and exacted it. Now it's on the table again... she said it's what she needs to convince her other self to go with her.