What happened before will prepare you for what you'll encounter there if you do come in again, and hopefully keep you from making the same moves you made in her nightmare. What's bugging you now is messing up your judgment and making you make bad choices, because you're too worried about hiding things that don't need to be hidden from us. You not being alone here sort of goes with that one... and I do know something about feeling alone here. Maybe you missed that part of the last game. I don't want what happened to me to happen to you.