The others like me are GONE, because I didn't do a thing to protect them! I let Dad just throw them aside! I could never understand Dad then to get him to see what he was doing to himself! I can't go to Danny because I'm afraid, I'm afraid that it won't work, that I'll cause him to be hurt more, and as much as Dani wanted to, she CAN'T.
And one day, I have to go and I'm terrified I'm going to remember some other reason, something vitally important I need to wish for, and I won't be able to see my family again! Or they'll be eaten by the ground or something worse and then I'll be alone again!
Or something will break them so badly I can't reach them and I don't want that! I'd rather die! I'd rather die and be in that horrible nothingness than bear to lose them, to have them broken or taken away where they can't be happy anymore!