The one not hurt! The one whose fine while the people I love are suffering and being torn apart. They're good people, Tide! All of them are wonderful and loving and so amazing and they keep suffering horrible things while I'm FINE. When I'm so weak I can't help them!
When I'm the horrible person who justified seeing my BROTHER below me and betrayed someone who only wanted to help people and still almost get him killed after I realize I was a villain!
When I'm someone who couldn't even get happiness in her own home because she couldn't help someone who needed it and decided coming here was a good idea despite all that!
Why am I the only one who gets spared, why am I the only one who can't protect anyone important to me?!