Is there really anything anyone can do right now, though? Even I have no idea what to do. I don't know how to deal with this except trying to be positive, so I'm pushing myself to keep that outlook. In the end, I'm the only one who can overcome this fear, right? "I don't want to die. I'm scared that even if I wish to stay alive, something worse will happen. What if there really is no solution? What if I don't have a choice in the matter?"— I can't look at everyone in the eyes and say something like that.