Re: [a while after all that]
[Crosses her arms and looking annoyed.]
I don't want him to feel bad because of that. It's not RIGHT. I know I don't act like the age I should be, but that's because my first real exposure to people is HERE. But just because I'm two years younger than I should be, I've still got a lot of him. It's because of HIS mind that I got some things back home as fast as I did, why I could read, and everything.
I don't want people to feel bad because they think they did some horrible thing to me. Because he DIDN'T and I REFUSE to treat it like that. I don't care what the rest of you think. It's what I think. And if I was the one who was wronged, isn't what I think the most in this situation the one that matters?
He can apologize for hitting me, I can respect that, but I'm not accepting all this guilt tripping for him.