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Tweak says, "I'm no one at all"

Franz d'Epinay (cetaitpourtoi) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-09-07 21:47:00

Entry tags:

!days 260-269, albert de morcerf, allen walker, danielle 'dani' phantom, excel, franz d'epinay, nakayama yayoi, rena ryugu, sawada tsunayoshi, syaoran, watanuki kimihiro, ~{persona}

Who: Franz and whoever
Where: Lacerta, or outside
When: Day 269, Evening
What: New arrival

[There's someone completely new hanging around inside or just outside Lacerta wearing an uniform and looking rather confused, but not enough to approach people yet.]

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	copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 10:58 pm UTC (link)
	[G-go comforting cuddles. Even if she has a dog for that.] Watanuki helped me understand what you were talking about. Before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-08 11:04 pm UTC (link)
	What do you think of it now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 11:09 pm UTC (link)
	... Hard to say. I mean, you're a Judge. And even if you've helped us do good, sometimes bad things happen when they don't need to happen... [Her own heart game totally didn't need to happen and family DIED.] But it feels wrong to not help if you really do want our help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-08 11:15 pm UTC (link)
	Are those bad things what I have done? Or are they a result of what people themselves choose to do? Isn't it only the opportunity that I give to people? Is what they choose to do not their own responsibility? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

copyofaphantom
2011-09-08 11:21 pm UTC (link)

That'd be the case of the hearts we go into. We know and accept the risk. And the fact you give us that opportunity, to help people when they can't help themselves, is a very good thing.

But the ones in the arena...

To win, we have to play. And if we just don't play, it could be bad too. So what choice do they have in a heart game, but to wander if they don't have a goal? Even if they don't try and change a single thing, it's not like they can predict what they'll run into and know how to avoid it.

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	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-08 11:24 pm UTC (link)
	Is trying to win not a choice they make for themselves? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 11:27 pm UTC (link)
	...the last time I didn't even 'try to win,' the next game wasn't so much a game as an example. I wouldn't ask anyone to go through that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-08 11:37 pm UTC (link)
	It is still a choice, isn't it? Suffer, or risk another's suffering? Not all choices are easy ones, are they? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	No, they're not. But you make a choice too, so you can't be 'innocent' in it either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-08 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	Do you think anyone is innocent here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	...no. Even if they were, it won't last here.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-09 12:05 am UTC (link)
	Don't you think it must be difficult for us too? Do you know I wonder what something other than this would be like? Do you know how long I have wondered? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-09 12:11 am UTC (link)
	[There's a long silence at that, as she keeps petting the ermine.] A change in life. Being able to chose something different, even if you don't know if it'll work out. I think that's how Dani was, wondering what sort of life she could have, if she had the chance to be somewhere else. Did you want to stay with us...or did you want to see other worlds? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-09 12:23 am UTC (link)
	Do I have to decide it now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-09 12:27 am UTC (link)
	Does that mean it's an option you're thinking about, whether it's yes or no in the end? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-09 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Did you know I think you must be right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-09 12:38 am UTC (link)
	Hmmm. [Another thoughtful pause.] Could that...possibly make things better? If things didn't go horribly wrong somehow? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-09 12:50 am UTC (link)
	I wonder who would know the answer to that? Do you think it depends on choices made? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-09 12:52 am UTC (link)
	Well, I mean...would there be a conflict of interests. Can we work together without it being against each other, if the ideal choices were made. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-09 12:58 am UTC (link)
	If we're able to work together now, then won't that answer your question? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-09 01:07 am UTC (link)
	...if I trusted you, it would. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-09 01:10 am UTC (link)
	Trust again? Do you know what I risk by working with you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-09 01:18 am UTC (link)
	Unless it's a clever plan to get us in a trap and you're just pretending. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sabra_la_npcs2 2011-09-09 01:28 am UTC (link)
	Is trapping people something that I'm known for? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	copyofaphantom 2011-09-09 01:33 am UTC (link)
	It's called acting. Pretending to be one way, when you're another. It's not out of the realm of possibility. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)