[breathing kind of hard and rubbing at his hand. voice pretty strained when he speaks]
W-which do you want, Lucky? Do you want me to disagree with you? You get mad! Saying I get a kick out of it. You want me to agree? You call me a drama queen! Why don't you stop to think for one damned minute that I'm only trying to do right by our team. I get I screwed up, but this wasn't about you and it wasn't about me being right or wrong or doing it for laughs. Get that through your head.
And if you think I do such a terrible job at it... enough that you think I'll get us all killed--next time, you can be the one in Mirror's clutches just to keep your team from falling.