You've thoroughly given up on getting along with the people here. Even with Tide you've defeated yourself at the first sign that he needs space. I'm certain it's a combination of circumstances but perhaps you need to re-evaluate how to deal with people on this team. Everyone here is the same as on any other team. No one wishes to be an obligation to someone else, surely you understand that... Everyone ought to be treated as individuals, not put under the same umbrella of, "No one on Delphinus will like me." If you simply can't get along with them, let it go. If there is someone you like, keep trying.