Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS
Edward makes me journals. It's actually one of the few things I actually personally own, I've filled out a few. [Flipping through the pages, too fast to make out any words, but there's probably a few drawings you catch. Definitely a lot of writing though.]
Have him make you one. If you won't talk, then write. It helps look at things from different ways or just getting out things that are bottled up. It doesn't get rid of everything, but it makes it easier to deal with that you can't let go of.