I care about you... [and her voice quietens and she just looks sad.] I can't be a hero here. I've tried and I can't. And I wasn't a hero or even really a good person back home.
But I want-NEED to be one. I need that and the only way I can do that here is to at least do my best for the people important to me.
And the way you act...it hurt to have Valerie think I was a monster. I can't imagine how you feel thinking you are.