It's Brother whose heart and desires are complicated right now. For me, it's simple. I know what I feel, and I know what I want, and I know what I'm willing to accept and do. It's complicated for me when Brother is complicated, because that changes things. But for me, ultimately, it's fine. I love you. And Brother loves me. I get to be Brother's little brother. Anything else... um, well, it's not that it doesn't matter, but...it's fine. It's hard sometimes because when you're wanting me it hits me hard. But even then, it's fine. Okay?