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Tweak says, "Winter is Coming"

Scowl (Gokudera Hayato) (righthandsmoke) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-08-24 19:06:00

Entry tags:

!days 260-269, excel, gokudera hayato, impmon, kanou taisuke, takizawa yuta, wanijima akito, wanijima kaito, yamamoto takeshi, yuffie kisaragi, ~messenger

Who: Hydracula, select Caduceus, ???
Where: Skullcrusher Mountain
When: Forward-dated to after Mirror's game
What:

[Some time after Hydracula has finished freaking out over being children or the wrong sex or a sekuhara headmonster, a few members of Ophiuchus begin to arrive at different times.]

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	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 01:35 am UTC (link)
	There are some people I want to talk to first. We'll do it soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	messagingly 2011-08-25 01:37 am UTC (link)
	Take your time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 02:02 am UTC (link)
	[Later] Okay. Let's do it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	messagingly 2011-08-25 02:09 am UTC (link)
	All right. [The wind circles around you, chilling you, the nerves on your skin crackle with pins and needles.] To speak now, you will shed the identity, bonds and attachments of the name that you so chose. If you do so willingly, say that name. If you do not, say anything else at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 02:10 am UTC (link)
	Kanou Taisuke. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

messagingly
2011-08-25 02:35 am UTC (link)

[And that feeling just outside your skin arcs INWARD all at once. Lighting rushes through your nerves and wind through your veins. All of your muscles seize up, as if rejecting it ineffectually.

Your mind goes white for a moment, completely and utterly blank before... like a film skipping on the projector, the room jumps and refocuses.

You can feel it happen, consciously. The memories you've taken start to flatten... they become more like something you've watched than what you've experienced...

But what remains, what sharpens to almost painful intensity is how you felt about them at the time you took them, the people around you when you did. The missions you've run, the Judges you've talked to. Life HERE, becomes the only thing that feels... real.

Any dissonance, any disconnect is all gone.

And at last, no matter how you fish for it, no matter what memory you replay or consider, you just.. can't grasp that name you used to have. Orange (and... quite a few others) comes up every time.]

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	messagingly 2011-08-25 02:35 am UTC (link)
	[Warmth begins to return to you.. The first voice you hear is a little hoarse.] Can you hear me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 02:43 am UTC (link)
	[Chokes on his own breath, dropping to one knee. The disconnect from his memories is a disconnect from the guilt of those memories and for a moment his headmonster is having a field day. There's a sickening smile as he presses a hand to his throat, burning white hot--] (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 02:44 am UTC (link)
	[BUT THEN HE SHONENS HIMSELF OUT OF IT LIKE A BOSS, grabbing that hand by the wrist and shoving it down to the floor] Shut up! I hear you. I hear you Messenger! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	grewuptootsun 2011-08-25 02:45 am UTC (link)
	[afghjklsdfghjkl i know what just happened] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	messagingly 2011-08-25 02:50 am UTC (link)
	[The voice is quiet.] I imagine, he's going to need you now more than ever. Orange is entirely yours, but keep his name until you go home. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	grewuptootsun 2011-08-25 02:51 am UTC (link)
	...I can't say his name? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	messagingly 2011-08-25 02:57 am UTC (link)
	It should resist it, but lets not take any chances with his life, hmm? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	grewuptootsun 2011-08-25 02:58 am UTC (link)
	... [...................im not gonna be good at that at all gonna just go cling onto Taisuke's arm tho] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 03:01 am UTC (link)
	[I'm gonna be sitting her on the floor, cutting off circulation to my wrist with how tightly I'm holding it down. Not really responding yet, breathing hard and looking pale and a little bit shaky] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	grewuptootsun 2011-08-25 03:02 am UTC (link)
	It's okay now, it's okay now, it's okay now. You can let go. I won't let you. You won't let you. So you can let go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 03:04 am UTC (link)
	[After a minute he pries his fingers away from his arm, leaving it on the floor and using his free hand to pull Arson closer] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	grewuptootsun 2011-08-25 03:06 am UTC (link)
	You're to strong to lose to that. [clings to] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 03:07 am UTC (link)
	It was all I heard... Everything went blank for a moment and that was all I felt... Sh-Shit, I didn't even think to prepare myself for that, really am an idiot huh... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	grewuptootsun 2011-08-25 03:09 am UTC (link)
	Are you okay now? I know it's hard. Sounds like reviving. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 03:11 am UTC (link)
	I'm... That virus can go to hell, I'm me and I'm okay. I'm Orange, a-and I'm not dying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	grewuptootsun 2011-08-25 03:13 am UTC (link)
	...you picked a real dumb name, idiot.... Just relax. It's safe now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 03:14 am UTC (link)
	Pecha picked it... It's mine now. It's me. I'm okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	grewuptootsun 2011-08-25 03:15 am UTC (link)
	The fucking terrorist.... I'll just call you idiot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sodacanangst 2011-08-25 03:16 am UTC (link)
	I don't need more namessss (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)