Not as much as Sunny. And that's -- fine. That's how things are. I'm not as important to Brother as Sunny is. That's just how things are. So I can't try to fill the same space. I can't be the biggest thing, the most loved thing. I can't ever be in the position I once experienced. It's not my place. So it's fine. I stopped struggling for that. But I want to still be important. To Brother. To Sunny, too. If I am, that's good, but it's frightening that you don't know your influence.