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Tweak says, "You can't take the sky from me"

Jinx (Kuroba Kaito [黒羽快斗]) (amazinghattrick) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-08-14 00:19:00

Entry tags:

!days 260-269, hattori heiji, kuroba kaito, kurosaki tasuku, rabi, shinonome kon, syaoran, toyama kazuha, watanuki kimihiro, yuffie kisaragi, {{{hakuba saguru}}}

Who: Jinx and others
Where: Lizard King
When: Day 262, afternoon
What: I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE

[quite suddenly there is a knock on the Cepheus end of the dorms and a voice calling out lazily and impatiently:]

Oooooi. Won't the good little detective come out to play?

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	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-16 06:37 pm UTC (link)
	...so? What's that have to do with it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-16 06:43 pm UTC (link)
	It's a good way to attract unwanted attention and let information slip... Well, that's fine. All I really wanted to say is that the more unsafe things get in this block the harder people are gonna work to find a way to escape. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-16 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	...You think that's even possible? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-16 06:53 pm UTC (link)
	Haa... Well, I guess we'll see. My generation obviously didn't make it, so it's not like I can give a promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-16 06:56 pm UTC (link)
	...I guess in that case it might've been nice to be invisible. But I'm not really the type that would have been any good to anyone anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-16 06:58 pm UTC (link)
	Not with that kinda attitude anyway... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-16 07:09 pm UTC (link)
	shrugs Yeah, well, not something I know how to fix. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-16 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	Fixing's easy: catharsis and forgiveness. It's whether you can convince yourself to want it or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-16 11:16 pm UTC (link)
	... It's not easy at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-17 04:31 am UTC (link)
	Well, I'm not here to convince you to want it. It's no good if you'll just dismiss it out of hand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-17 04:44 am UTC (link)
	...Don't deserve it, so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-17 04:52 am UTC (link)
	See? Just like I said. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-17 04:58 am UTC (link)
	... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-17 05:04 am UTC (link)
	It's useless to even compare crimes, right? And telling you guilt is a form of selfishness won't make you feel any better. The best anyone can do is just accept everything you are but if you can't forgive yourself their efforts are gonna be pretty ineffective. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-17 05:09 am UTC (link)
	... sighs And how the hell do I do that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-17 05:10 am UTC (link)
	Aah... Well first of all, have you even told anyone on your teams what you've been so depressed about? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-17 05:23 am UTC (link)
	What would be the fucking point of that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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fill_the_blanks
2011-08-17 05:33 am UTC (link)

They're your most important people here. You don't have to tell every one of them, but not telling someone important to you means any time this becomes an issue you'll ignore their opinion on it automatically because they don't know the truth.

If you can't just decide not to treat it as an issue anymore then your next best bet is allowing people to forgive or accept you for you.

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	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-17 05:37 am UTC (link)
	...I don't think Pyxis really wants to hear about my problems. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-17 05:52 am UTC (link)
	Those girls too rough for ya? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-17 05:54 am UTC (link)
	this glare and silence suggests that that might in fact be the problem (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] fill_the_blanks 2011-08-17 06:05 am UTC (link)
	Well, it's tough when everyone comes from a crueler place than you do... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-17 06:22 am UTC (link)
	Yeah... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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fill_the_blanks
2011-08-17 07:00 am UTC (link)

Though, y'know, personal issues from the past are a little different from being sure to toughen up here. If every blow knocks you down it's gonna be a problem no matter what. Still, if something from the past gets you, you've only got the people around you to turn to, 'cause it's not like you're at home. Pick someone understanding. If you really can't think of anyone on the team then maybe colors aren't as important as you thought.

For now I guess you've got me.

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	Re: [Passing Through] hacks_ur_garden 2011-08-17 07:18 am UTC (link)
	both surprise and blush going on here A-ah... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)