[He was worried about control. The smile faded to thoughtful again.]
...it is scary. Not having control. [Even if the times she truly lost control was because of the Judges, the idea of it was...terrifying. And the times she thought she was in control, but wasn't were even worse.]
It's hard to control anger. Especially anger from pain. To lose someone you care about, right in front of you, without being able to do a thing...
I know how badly that anger at losing people can make someone act. Where...they would even hurt people they care about, because it hurts that much...