Re: [Lyvus --> anywhere really]
Ah... mmm. I'm all right. [shudders and kind of. Babbles.] It's just -- you have to understand -- I had to realize this. Sooner or later. It doesn't change things, because it's how they've been. I haven't known... what to do. When Brother wanted me... when he kissed me. When we talked, and he nearly kissed me again, until Sunny interrupted. When I left, so you and Sunny could talk. Then, when you came back, and said you can't, you can't. Even if you want to you can't. I realized.
It isn't -- it isn't about the physical. I don't care... about anything physical. It's about the rest of it. Ah, if it's sudden, it's just -- a lot of things... [presses his face into Lelouch's neck] A lot of things I don't know about until later, so I can't react until later, and then I'm already scrambling.
So I have to let go of scrambling and rely on Brother to catch me and carry me however he wants to carry me. Otherwise I won't be able to stand at your side, when Brother is standing at Sunny's side. If I'm trying to stand in the same place Sunny is, it would be impossible to do that. Even if I succeeded in pushing him from that spot, Brother would move to Sunny's side again and I still wouldn't be in that coveted place.