Things obviously got complicated when he broke free of the brainwashing. He used me. I let myself be used. Because I have a degree of power he wants to control, I let him control me. And even though he's come to love me, it's not the same. It isn't. But... my feelings... which I discovered in that time... they're real. So... It's fine. I'm not... Nunnally. He'll never love me like Nunnally, no matter how much I want to feel that again. But... nobody will love anybody like Brother loves Nunnally. He still... I genuinely do believe in his love. It's just hard that other people can step in... and take priority over me too.