Re: [even later]
[rubbing his back and speaking into his shoulder]
This is not the same, but I was given a name by my king for him to call me. "Kouri", written with the same characters for my name in Japan. But it referred to a mountain where the dead resided - a mountain of death. He told me it was actually an auspicious name, promising revitalization, but back then I could only feel dread.