I don't know everything, but what I have gotten...yeah, it does sound like an incredibly complicated situation. And this place definitely doesn't make it easier.
But...you're clever, brilliant. You're missing a lot of pieces, and I don't think you would have chosen to come here lightly. You might already have a flawless wish to make to do everything you wanted to do with your world. The complications everything here brings up might be a problem...
However, I think you can figure it out, when you have all the pieces. You've done some pretty incredible things for the world at large, I think you can figure out the way to make a wish to make yourself happy, without ruining what you accomplished before.