At the time the accident happened, I was still horrified and furious with myself for what I remembered doing. When you accidentally used your power on me, it was...hard for me to separate what I felt about that memory from what I felt about what happened. I horrified and furious with myself, so to a certain extent I also felt horrified and furious about you. It...took some time before I could separate what I was feeling because of what I had remembered, and what I felt about what had actually happened between us.
I won't say our situations are the same, because they aren't, but for me at least...what I knew about my past complicated how I felt about the present.