The girl on Pyxis... we argued for weeks and made each other miserable. I was wrapped up in the fact that I had to stop even more deaths from happening by killing her. And to Kagura, who had just been chosen to be killed by everybody, all she was getting was "it was okay for you to die for our sake."
But it really wasn't. I hated killing her. It wasn't okay at all. And she just hated to die.