But they knew there was that risk and chose to do it anyway. Where it's...more like you're blind. They could see the risk, but you couldn't.
...you keep saying your body is wrong. I know you're sick, but usually if the child is sick, and the mother dies, the mother should be sick to. I don't think it's possible for the mother to be perfectly healthy, but die in childbirth with a sick child.
And it's dangerous enough for a healthy woman, if someone sick did...they must have wanted you, no matter what. At least the mother.