Instead of talking to Mirror, a Judge who, despite being our patron, couldn't give a damn about you, you need to listen to us, your partners and your team. No one cares that you think you're a monster. There were plenty of other monsters on Lepus before you, and they were all our friends.
At the very least, if you don't want to come straight back to Lepus, you need to come to our dorm. If you stay here, you're putting Cygnus at risk for penalties. And if you stay outside, you may very well just die. No one wants that.