I don't have a sense of direction. I mean ... movement. I only have a little time -- if this goes on, I'll die again. Maybe they'll bring me back to do it all over. Or maybe they won't. But if they don't, then I only have this time. My goal is to get my memories, learn who I am, get my wish before that. But it's not that easy. Every day the things we deal with only makes it harder. I don't -- my mind and body are confused. They're confused. But everything that comes up only blurs lines more. Who am I? If Bond remembers me as someone else, 'me', that's even harder to figure out. What makes me up? If he looks at me and sees someone else, I'm blurring even further. I don't know how to put together the bits to make 'me'. If I forget who I am, like Bond, and think I'm someone else, will I function better? If I stop being 'me'? I don't want to not be 'me' if I still exist. If I still exist I want to be 'me'. But who am I to be?
[winds to a stop with a tired huff, coughing into a hand after]