[shakes his head] You tried to leave me behind. It hasn't been about my orders for a long time now. I don't mean that I think I'm responsible for you, or even that I would only hang on to what I am for you, but don't you realize that I... [shivery breath] I don't want anything to happen to you that would take you away... I can't let you just...
You're my reason... [not breathless from just headaches anymore, the mix of ALL the feelings making everything ache]