I already told you what you did was brave, and Vulpecula is incredibly lucky to have you. But you are in the absolute bottom position to damn the Judges when you made the Judges your answer. You started tampering with a system that you live in, having already witnessed the consequences. And of every single Judge you could have chosen, you picked that one. I can't save you from something you got into yourself.
King has never been straightforward and he has never cared about the level of pain you signed yourself up for. The single thing he has followed through directly with is giving you your wish and getting you home. I understand wanting to do something about the life you live right in front of you. But compromising the chance to ever go home again, dying in this place permanently and leaving all the reasons you put yourself hear in the first place to the wayside is short sighted and foolish, and if I have to attack, torture, and wring out answers from you to keep you in line and guide you through this system to safety, I will be the first to do it.
This place has rules. Rebellion is crushed, and you end up completely disappeared. Compliance gets you home with your greatest desire. Choose what is important to you very carefully.